Ever wonder to yourself “My life is going smoothly, nothing can ever fuck this up” well…10/10 times when you have that mentality, there is something to always ruin your life in some shape or form. For me that happened in 2010. Living in Winter Springs Florida, in my senior year of high school just ready to graduate. But little did I know what was coming right afterwards. June comes along, and my graduation falls on that month, everything went golden, parents were there, along with my fellow classmates and close family/friends. I spent the remaining 3 months (till August) in Winter Springs to spend time with my family and friends before moving back to Miami with my parents so I can start college down here. August comes around and me and my parents and my brother move into a new apartment. A fresh start you would believe? It does sound that way until November 19 came. On November 19 around noon my mom comes to my room and talks about the time I was born, reminiscing so on and so forth. Conversation goes on for awhile and ends with my mom giving me a kiss on the cheek and telling me she loves me, I responded with “I love you too”. So me and my dad go to Wal Mart while my mom stays home and takes a nap. Everything going normal right? Very wrong. After the Wal Mart trip we head out to Boston Market to grab dinner, my dad text my mom what she wanted to eat my mom replies back with what she wanted. Long line at Boston Market, finally ordering our food, and took it to go. On the drive back my dad received a call from the security at our security complex. He tells my dad that ambulance and police are at my apartment and that my mom is not responding, doesn’t look good. Though I don’t hear the guard talking to my dad through the phone, my father eyes were filled with tears and that’s when I knew something was completely wrong. I panicked my feet moving like pistons in a ferrari bursting in tears praying to God my mother is alright. Finally made it to the apartment I dash out the car and run into my apartment only to see she had passed away…By far my worst nightmare come true, at least 1000 emotions running through my mind all at the same time bursting in tears, alerting my immediate family over the phone about the tragic news. For every person I told that night that my mother had passed away was just another scar left in my heart. To this day it has left me in trauma. I miss her so much and wish she was here right now. If I had 1 wish it would to at least see her 1 last time, even if I couldn’t bring her back. But to just see her and for her to tell me she’s ok, that she’s in a better place. Rest in Peace mom. Thank you for everything. I love you very much.

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The only time I ever use Tumblr nowadays is to vent lol so here it goes.

How is it that you show so much appreciation for 1 person, constantly telling them you love them, they are perfect the way they are, and to stay strong? You’d think someone who receives such positive comments would at least have a bit of a confidence booster, maybe even smile a bit and say thank you? Nope not in my case. Just completely ignored and not given a fuck for a single word I say. But hey it’s all good really, I’m not the bad guy here, just like anything else in the internet there is a “Delete” button. I’m done wasting my efforts to those who show no appreciation for what I do. I know exactly where i’m heading, and I now know who’s with me for the ride. Climbing the ladder of success and I want those I care for to be by my side when that happens so they too can share the happiness I will feel once that happens. I’ll be sure to at least wave in your direction if I ever see you again, but don’t expect anything more from me afterwards. Fair bidding’s to you.

- Someone who actually cared.

P.S This song is for you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VC9L-BZ1PI0

P.S.S I do wish you well in life. I’m leaving you in civil terms (on my end)

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freakoutstaycool:

psychedelic-novoselic:

nerd—vana:

Kurt Cobain sang Nirvana’s song School off of Bleach and to Kurt’s surprise the audience knew every single word and sang along. This photo was taken immediately after the crowd applauded for Kurt for almost two minutes straight; right before he began the next song. According to photographer and close friend Youri Lenquette, tears filled Kurt Cobain’s eyes due to joy. Youri claims that Kurt considered this night one of the highlights of his career.

Aww :’]

mdsora:

fundamentally-good:

swish-and-flickyr:

Holy fucking shit

Are you fucking serious…

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@schaviano1991

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Officially 21 now!!!! :D

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Sure it won’t make my problems vanish but I need a moment of some sort of relief.

I’m sick of my dad saying “I didn’t care” about my mom all cause I moved to Orlando 3 years before she died, when in reality I did care. All day he’s been trying to provoke fights with me, for no reason at all. Whenever he says “You didn’t care” I die a little inside, and I just want to break down. I’m sick of this, really really sick of this.

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I haven’t been on in awhile so I figured I give you guys an update on what i’ve been doing lately

• School (Fuckin stressful to the max)
• Work
• Started my on record label called L.I.V.E (Living In Virtual Euphoria, website and logo coming real soon)
• Bought a Fender Stratocaster Billy Corgan Signature guitar (I love it)
• Bought a Marshall class 5 amp (Limited Edition Red)
• Producing/Engineering for other local artist

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lmao xD

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